1. My lil sister went for her OBS thing, therefore, i feel so alone without my lil sis sleeping with me,

2. My mom is working in the night shift (if she's not working, at least i can sleep with her),

3. For now, there's only me, my brother and father at home,

4. I'm actually waiting for somebody's call,

5. I regretted not following my Lings to somewhere,

6. I'm missing Imran (braceface) badly (have to wait for him to book out. pfft.),

7. Suddenly i feel that i'm also missing Tedd so much and he actually went to London already!!! :(

Hais. There's just alot of things going through my head right now. And seriously, it sucks. I hate this feeling. It's obvious that human can't run away from problem. So, solve it! But how? Idk!

Family. If there's no teamwork, it's meaningless. There's alot of things happening right now. And seriously, not a single effort from the others, except mom. I take my hat off you, Mak. Despite all the things that have been happening, she's still the one slogging out each and every bit of her effort, sacrificing a lot just to save this drowning family. And what does she get in return? Only I, can see. I was told that now, I am the only hope to rescue this family. I was being asked to quit school and all. Then, what are the other two man doing in this house? I also want to achieve something, mom. At least something would do rather than none. Do you think all of this is easy? It isn't.

Boy. Never did I had such countless quarrels and misunderstandings and i have never raised my voice and talked very rudely with my previous ones, except you. I'm just too tired of the constant quarreling and misunderstanding that's been happening these few days. Tell me, who likes this kind of thing to be happening? Why is this happening? Karma? Hah. Maybe i guess. Like i always thought, maybe you appeared before me at the wrong timing. I'm still adjusting my mindset. No matter what, we both know we'll be alright.

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