daffy & heli

Yesterday "absent" from school. And didn't know that today's lesson has been brought forward. Meaning to say that lesson started at 8 instead of 9. And being a "superstar", i reached school at 10. Assuming that classmates are sure to be at the canteen, filling up their stomachs. But then, didn't saw any of them. So, i thought that favourite teacher of mine released them later. Still, they were nowhere at sight. So, went up to classroom. Bumped into one of my classmates and she said that today's lesson gonna end at 11. How suck-full can that be? Tell me. Babi-fucker betol. Ergh.

Exams. Not a few weeks but a few days more. Wow. How dead meat and mind excruciating can that be? Can i take MC just for that one particular module which i hate the most? Seriously. Nah, just kidding. Even if i took MC, it won't make much of a difference. Took the course but hate the core module. Baek or what. Just looking forward for second year. That's all. As time ticks its way through, then you'll know it'll be end of year two. Wah, rhyme sei. KK,dah. Giving up is just the thing that's been playing in my head all this while, but I'm still trying my best to hold on. Not even getting any motivation from my own side. Instead, they insisted on me quitting school. Tell me is that good or bad? They simply laid out their words nicely without thinking how i felt. I know they had their reasons. But what about mine? Can there be any other better solutions rather than quitting school? I don't know. Maybe I'll just follow with flow with the things that's been laid ahead of me. Easy said, I'll just leave it to fate. Wah, rhyme lagi. Kk, serious. But seriously, at least let me get hold of my higher nitec cert first. Pretty please.