my advance accounting CA is in a few hours time. and here i am, not sleeping/resting but blogging. simply because, i can't concentrate just yet. i'm just taking a few minutes off and will be back to my revision soon i think. idk why, but i have a habit of blogging in the wee hours. hoho. many thoughts slowly comes into my mind when i can't sleep.

about school. it's been a nabey-ish week. i'm having problems w my timing to school and also some teachers. probably, it's just me i guess. i'm having problems w myself. fck it. and ya, i got my first warning letter for my attendance yo. that's really a wow man. anyway, i like to assume at times. nah, most of the time i should say. is it me or them who's acting callow? i guess i should start prioritising things and maybe friends around me eventho it's kinda too late.
should i decide myself or follow others' opinion when it comes to deciding what's right for me? i like taking opinions from others but when it comes to my own decision, i suck at it. i always think that others' opinion might help me. yes, it does, at times. but sometimes, it doesn't. because i'm living my life, not them.there's alot of things i've alr decided what i'm sure of. but after seeking opinions, i'm having the second thoughts. and the feeling is so buto-ish.

i wanna shake off all that nabeybuto-ish feeling off my spinning top mind. it's driving me nuts! by the way, this is random. i'm not bragging this matter but i'm contemplating whether to take up a motor license. heh heh. wataaa boy supports the idea of it. yay. i really want, but have to keep it from mom la. how eh?


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