daffy & heli

There were at times when I was alone, suddenly this thought came across my mind. "What am i doing in this world?" No, wait. I know as an Islam, we need to do what was told to do. A must I should say. So ya. That I know. But what I meant was exactly what I read about someone's blog. Errr, honestly, I still read 'oi's blog. Pfft. K nevermind. Don't wanna mention his name. Ok, the whole thing is actually about finding my true self. I've been thinking about this few months back but I don't know how to put in words. I've been keeping this to myself till I think I can't keep it anymore. Crying in the middle of the night macam orang sakit jiwe pulak aku. Hah. Itu lah, sometimes, mental breakdowns. Finding my true self. Yeah, I think I'm so lucky to have such a great loving family and great friends and a loving boyfriend too. But what about me being me? Haha. K, I bet no one can understand what I mean right? Kk, nevermind. I think I'm abit lost in life. I think I'm abit far away from God. We're not living in this world forever. Everything that I have now will not follow me till the end.